Over. That's over. I will not believe you anymore when you say that everything will be ok. It will not. And all your words said to make me forget him are useless. All I'm doing is wondering how will I do to do so. The best way to overcome the suffering, is that the suffering ? I hope it is. I think I've done enough to deserve my pain. Why can't it just go away and let me breathe for a while ?
"Do you still believe in fairy tales ?"
I don't. My head does, but my heart can't.
"I hope my problems would just dissipate, and all my pain would be in yesterday"
Why can I see all my friends smiling with their problems. I am not strong enough. Not anymore.
"I hate myself for loving you"
I'm young, I should have the time to love someone. I wish it has happen in a few years.
"I need the darkness, the sweetness, the sadness"
It was so simple during the holidays. Nobody was talking to me. There was no one to disturb the music. I cried, but it rarely lasted more than 10 minutes. Now I have to get up to go at school, without any purpose. There is nobody to relieve me of this punishment. Safe can be her.